SMS - Visual Evolution • Cupcake Punk

* Warning this post contains Boobs.

I found Sarah Marie Summer several years ago on social media. I am constantly searching for women with different looks from all over the world to model for my clothing line.

I loved Sarah’s look and contacted her. Coincidentally she was going to be in Los Angeles and I scheduled a project shoot with her.

Here are a few of the images from that shoot.

Images: Michelle Muerte MU: Tom Perez Hair: Jacqui Gili-Ross Wardrobe,Stying Sets: Jessica Louise

The following images were provided by Sarah.

She was a doll to work with, sweet very polite and easily takes direction. All the things I appreciate in a model.

This was, I want to say three years ago.

Since then I have continued to follow her on social media, specifically Instagram. I along with the rest of the world have watched her go through a series of drastic physical transformations.

I am always fascinated when someone, especially someone I know decides to change their appearance completely. I want to state I really believe people should be able to look however they feel represents their true selves. Expression through fashion, surgical enhancements etc are a matter of personal choice. Really whatever makes someone feel good about themselves to me is a positive thing.

I’m saying this because people in general can be very judgmental about others beauty standards. I say this from my experience as someone who is heavily tattooed and have heard countless moronic comments about it from members of the general public.

In any case, I watched Sarah change so drastically and was curious what some of her motivations were.

So I asked her a few questions:

What inspired you to make such a drastic change in your appearance?

I always wanted larger than life breast implants from a young age (9 yrs). I idolized the appearance of celebrities like Pamela Anderson and Anna Nicole Smith. I always knew from an even younger age (4yrs) I was going to be an Entertainer – specifically a singer. Traditionally entertainers all have an iconic trademark feature about them that makes them visually entertaining and separates them from the general public into what we call celebrities. My love of lingerie, femininity and burlesque coincidentally made me want to capitalize on the one thing I lacked the most – Breasts. They are the one natural asset a woman naturally carries that makes her feminine and what she wears and how much she exposes of this asset sends a big message about what she might be about. I grew up fantasizing about the glamorous and artistic life I was going to lead as a Singing Blonde Bombshell. I am currently living my fantasy and loving it.

Although people like yourself have seen me in the past with smaller boobs and different hair colours everything from red, brunette, black etc etc the Blonde look has always been my favourite and how I wanted to look when I reached my surgery goals. I have loved and enjoyed every other look I have experimented with. They were all really takes on what I was doing at that point in my life and influences of all the things I love such as Rock n’Roll, Burlesque, Pinup & Rockabilly, Tattoos, Vegas, Old Hollywood Glamour, Porn. I’m just an artist and a rather vain one that likes to use her body as her canvas. I feel so lucky I have been allowed to play with all these looks in this one lifetime.

What is your favorite thing about your new look and your least favorite? (This can include not just physical changes but how it makes you feel now and people reactions if you’d like.)

My favourite thing would have to be that without even trying I evoke so many emotions in people. Not really to feed my own need for attention but as an entertainer my job is to make people feel something – to capture or warp their imagination with it and I’m truly doing it. Of course I love the way I look and there is sincere happiness in that. I had to work really hard and have gone through extreme experiences to have the reflection I am currently seeing in the mirror.

Least favourite would probably be the fact I suffer a lot of physical pain in carrying around my twins but it is in fact my belief you must suffer for your art.

What sacrifices have you made to have the appearance you have created? IE: you can’t sleep on your stomach or you have to get custom made garments etc little things and big things sacrificed for personal beauty.

I indeed cannot sleep on my stomach or even flat on my back or I wake up feeling like I’ve been run over by a train. I sleep in a reclined position on a pile of pink pillows with aid of a heavy serving of my favourite night cap, Jack Daniels.

I am confined to wearing only stretch garments unless I get things custom made, shopping really is incredibly limited. I will admit I am still gushing over the novelty of how explicit an ‘extra small’ sized tank top looks on me so it’s not all bad. I am in the middle of getting help to have a custom wardrobe designed, which is a creative process I’m really enjoying.

On a few occasions at bars I have accidentally split someones drink all over them by having bad judgement of how close my boob was. As you can already imagine this is nothing but a novelty for guy so no harm done by my weapons of mass distraction and destruction.

My appearance change has caused many disgruntled relationships. To anyone who loves me this has been testing and taken them time to adjust.

The thing that I actually felt the most insecure about is I have really had to learn how to dance again and be as graceful as I was before all the boob luggage. I’m focused though and will be including burlesque elements into my live musical performances.

What are your future goals for appearance? Are you planning on anymore enhancements?

I defiantly am. I have played with my look my whole life and this is just the beginning.

I have a wish list of things I want to do, including tattoos.

I no longer share the details or plans with anyone as everyone just tries to talk me out of it.

I haven’t listened to anyone so far and its worked out pretty well.

You did guest vocals on a single a while back, when is the full length being released, and you mentioned a full length single of your own, when will that be released?

Please say you are making a music video?!

My full length debut single will be released in the next 2 weeks officially on iTunes and Google Play.

The sleeve art is being shot this week. I am going straight into Music Video production straight after that.

It is going to be an extremely glamorous, provocative and controversial clip. I can’t wait to create and release it to the world on http://www.youtube.com/sarahmariesummer . It honestly is going to be next level shit.

Do you have any other upcoming project you would like to talk about?

I am currently getting involved in feature films and I’m open to accepting more scripts for film and television offers right now.

I love acting, it’s something I’ve always been very passionate about. I understand with my look I will most commonly get cast as the Sex Symbol and or the sexy scream Queen in horror films but that turns me on so much I don’t see it as a limiting factor.

I’m very excited after the music video clip release to release my second song ‘Crave You’ and start performing my provocative show starting in strip clubs and I’m looking to perform my music on Television in America too.

A dream of mine is to get to perform ‘Plaything’ on the Jimmy Fallon show. I’m a huge fan! Also to get to perform with him in his ‘Let us play with your look sketch’. PLAYTIME!!

Here is a snipet of Plaything: